Blood (Blood Trilogy Book 1) by Ruth Miranda

‘Chaos’ Nilsson has it all: a successful career in the music industry, fame, money, the girl. He also has a monkey on his back, brought about by the visions that plague his mind and haunt his every waking moment; visions that will only be quietened when he numbs himself with generous amounts of alcohol and drugs. After an accident that nearly costs him his life, he embarks on a journey of self discovery, in search of his roots and the secret to the blood coursing through his veins
CW: Blood, drug and alcohol abuse, suicide ideation, self-harm, fat-shaming, violence, domestic abuse, child abuse